Warm Weather

As I look forward to the warmer weather, I am also dreading it.  When it is cold, I have my toes painted and I wear a bra under my shirts.  Because it's cold out I wear close toed shoes so you can't see my toes and I wear a fleece jacket, so it hides the fact that I'm wearing a bra.  Now that it's turning warmer out, it's too warm to wear the fleece jacket so no more bras.  Since I wear dress shirts to work, without the fleece it is easy to see the bra strap lines through the shirt and I do look like I have breasts, which would get me odd stares from people. 

I wish I had the courage to just come out to everyone, go through the therapy and go through the change so I no longer had to hide who I was.  I'd love to be able to wear a shelf bra'd tank top with a nice skirt and wedge sandals now that it is warmer.  But I'm stuck with the boring men's clothes that society has deemed acceptable to wear due to my outer appearance.  Maybe some day.......