Quitting

For the past few months I have been attempting to quit smoking.  Thanks to Step 1 of the patch, I had some really weird vivid dreams.  After going to Step 2 of the patch, the dreams were not as vivid and not easy to remember.  Four days ago I ran out of patches and haven't had the time to go to Target to pick up more.  This has an upside and a downside.  The downside is I have started smoking again.  Only about 4 - 6 a day, which isn't back up to the pack I was smoking.  The upside is this weekend I'm going to restart the patch system, so back up to Step 1 I go.  I look forward to having the weird vivid dreams again. 

I also look forward to hopefully being done with smoking.  I have been a smoker for 15 years and have tried to quit about 4 times.  The last time I quit it was for over a year.  Unfortunately the job I was at got very stressful and I started smoking again.  Now that I have been at a new job for over a year, I think it's time to quit again.  I hope I make this time.  :)