I have spent a lot of time trying to figure out why I am the way I am. Here are a few of my theories:
1. Chemical: My estrogen levels are higher than they are supposed to be in a man and my testosterone levels are lower.
2. Nurture:
I grew up with my Dad always working so I spent a lot of time with my
mom. My aunt and sister used to dress me up in girls clothes. My great
grandmother used to babysit me when I was little. I spent a lot of time
with my grandmother. My closest friends in school were all girls. So
being around and growing up with a strong female presence has imprinted
on my and this is why I relate more to woman and want to be one.
3. Nature:
Maybe I have an extra chromosome? Instead of being the normal XY, I
have XXY or XYX or XXy or XyX. This would partly explain why I have been
told I have some feminine features. Wider hips, rounder butt, more
shapely legs, small feet, smaller arms.....
4. Reincarnation:
Maybe I had been a woman in one or all of my past lives. For some
reason the last time my soul wanted to try being a man for a change. If
so, boy were they wrong to try. Another is my parents had a daughter
that did not live past 4 days. Maybe her soul was destined to be with my
parents and it came back, but nature put it in a male body. So I have a
male body but a female soul?
5. Science: There is talk
that every decision creates an alternate universe and one can sense it.
Kind of like Deja Vu. Maybe in many of the alternate universes I was
born female and this is the only instance I was born male.
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