Lately I've been having major issues reading people. Usually I'm pretty good at it, but not right now. For some reason I just over read and rerun in my head until I think I did something wrong or crossed a line. I know that 99% of the time it's not me. I did nothing wrong. I'm reading something that isn't there. Why has my self esteem sunk so low that I'm worried I did something wrong.
As I write, I would think my self esteem would be rising. As a dear friend helps me cope with my gender identity issues and love & respects me, my self esteem should be rising. But I just go in my head and twist things around until my self esteem drops and I worry about loosing friends or upsetting people. Why???
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