Thursday, August 16, 2012

Stress

Why is there stress?  Why?  I've had enough of it.  Stress about finances, stress about transitioning, stress about practicing makeup, stress about going out as a woman.  Why do we need to feel stress?  All it takes is one event to just start compounding the stress.  Right now I feel like an avalanche is barreling down on me.  I wish my wife and I were out of debt to release that stress.  I wish I had more courage to practice my makeup and more courage to go out as a woman to release that stress.  I feel so lost right now.  I feel hopeless.  Why is it every time things seem to be getting better, something happens to make us fall?  Why?

1 comment:

  1. to make you stronger. every time you surpass something really hard, you're better prepared for something else next time. and then when you face the stuff you've already surpassed, it'll seem lesser, so the new stuff is the big stuff now. but think back on all the stuff you have already achieved. that was soooooo stressful & hard too, but you did it. and look at you now. just think what you'll think of you in a year. i bet you'll be impressed, even if the day to day seem like torture while you're inside the moment of them.

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