This is officially my 100th posting. I have 54 posting on Live Journal and now this is the 46th post on Blogger. I never thought I would ever write this much. But all this writing has helped me. It has given me an outlet to talk of my desires to become a woman. It has given me a place to share my journey. It has given me the opportunity to write down and analyze my dreams. It has helped me deal with my emotions. I have become more honest with my self.
I hope that someone who is also struggling with gender identity will read these post and realize that they are not alone. There are many of us out there. Some with the strength and support to correct their gender identity and others like me who struggle with it, not having the strength to come out to everyone and pursue the full change.
I have had many ups and downs in this journey. I have been giddy as a school girl when friends I have shared my secret with have accepted me. I have been close to ending my life due to my inner demons.
Life is a roller coaster ride. I just try to remember every time I hit a low, I can always climb up. If I'm not strong enough to climb up on my own, I have friends that will pull me up.
I just want to thank one friend in particular for helping me by convincing me to write. She has endured a lot from me through this. I know I have burdened her a lot with this secret. She has stood strong by my side. She has saved me more times than I can count.
Thank you.
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