The Mirror

So I have been obsessing about my image lately.  I have been on a diet for a few months now.  I keep looking to see if I have lost any weight.  My wife says she notices a difference.  I keep hoping to get down to my girlish figure.  When I met my wife, she said I had such a feminine figure.  She was right.  I had an almost hourglass figure.  I wore a size six.  I had a "girl's" butt.  I so want to get back to that.  I look forward to the day when I get mistaken for a girl again.  I keep looking in the mirror to see if the dieting is working.  It appears to be.  I'm down from a size 14 to a size 10.  Still have a bit of a ways to go.  But as I obsess in front of the mirror I can't help but stress about my face.  All the men in my family have thick facial hair.  This means no matter how much I shave, I have a five o'clock shadow.  The older I get the worse it gets.  I shaved at 6am this morning and already feel the stubble on my face.  This will make it difficult to be more feminine.  At some point when I can afford it, I would love to go get laser hair removal on my face.  I want to be more feminine looking.  I may never go for HRT but I still want to look feminine.  Hmmmm. I love having feminine hips, butt, arms, legs, hair, just need my face to catch up.  Someday......