New Clothing

On Saturday my wife wanted to order some sport bras and exercise shorts from Victoria Secret.  She usually lets me get something for myself whenever she orders.  I had a hard time picking out something.  It is very hard feeling like a woman but unable to wear women's clothes.  There is only so much that could be passable for a man to wear.  After about a half hour I decided on new bra's.  I have a couple that have worn out.  I looked through the ones on sale and finally settled on two.

I picked black for the color and my wife wouldn't let me do that.  She said that black was too boring.  So one is burgundy and the other is bright purple.  The burgundy is a T-shirt push-up and the bright purple is a demi.  The pushup was a new style that I haven't gotten before.  It had pads in it to give additional lift.  When I wore it yesterday, I was a little self conscious that someone would notice that I had breasts or was wearing a bra.  Luckily it appeared no one noticed.  But boy did I notice.  This bra really lifted and pushed up my breasts.  It gave me a nice cleavage.  I was amazed.  I wear a size 38B.  At least to Vicki's standard.  I fill most bras but never with noticeable cleavage.  This was amazing.  If I unbuttoned the top three buttons on my shirt and looked down I actually had noticeable breasts. 

Also on Tuesday I had to go to Walgreens to pick up aloe for my wife.  While there I saw they had the new Axe body spray for women.  I have been dying to try it.  So I picked that up.  I have used it the past two days and I love smelling pretty.

So just a style recap, here is what I'm wearing / doing to sort of indulge my womanly desires.  I shave my legs, arms, chest, stomach, and butt.  I paint my toe nails.  I wear woman's socks and underwear.  I wear bra's when it's cooler out to be hidden under my fleece.  I keep my finger nails fairly long.  I wear women's dress boots.  On the weekends I wear women's jeans.  I am growing my hair out and keeping it styled down.  Sometimes when driving into work, I will wear heals and change before I get out of the car.  It's these little things that help me stay sane.  I hate being male.  I hate my male appearance.  Any chance I get to feminize, I take it.

I'm currently looking for girlish sunglasses and woman's sandals that can pass as men's.  I would love to find some woman's dress shirts and dress pants that could be passable as men's.  I hate men's clothes and hope to someday not wear a stitch of it.

Here are the two bras I got: