Yesterday I had a work event where I was unable to smoke all day. So I put on a patch to get me through the day. I forgot to take the patch off last night so the dreams started flowing. It felt like I had about 12 dreams last night. But only one of them was long and really vivid. As usual it was weird....
I dreamt I was at my parents house with my wife and my parents were out of town. For some reason they had a boarder living at their house. It was a distant family member and his girlfriend. He was not around but his girlfriend was. Throughout the whole dream she was naked. Not sure why. As the dream progressed she mentioned that she was hearing weird noises at night. We decided to stay up and investigate. We discovered a smuggling ring that was using secret passages in the house. I confronted the leader and she was threatening me, so I tried calling 911. For some reason, there was a contest that you could win if you were a certain caller to 911. *Like I said "weird"*
All of a sudden there were a bunch of people at the house setting up staging and lights. They were very loud making it difficult to talk to the 911 operator to explain the situation. Finally I got through. The police arrived and stopped the smuggling ring. By that time there were a bunch of people at the house having a party. One of the people at the house was a friend of mine from High School, Kara. She was depressed because she felt that she would never date anyone and lose her virginity. I always found it difficult to believe that she had issues dating people because she was so beautiful. She then told me that she had always admired me and wish we had gotten together. I tried consoling her and as I did she kept kissing. It felt so good to kiss her, but I was married. She pulled me on top of her and she continued to kiss me. At that point my wife walked in and pulled me aside. I explained to her that I was trying to stop her and that I was only consoling her because she was depressed about never dating anyone and having not lost her virginity yet. My wife then told me to fulfill Kara's wish and sleep with her. I being surprised, went to Kara. I told her my wife has given me permission to be with her. At that point she pulled me on top of her again and started kissing me again. She opened her shirt to expose her breasts. Then she started to hike up her skirt. I removed her panties as she unzipped my pants. As I kissed her breasts, she started stroking my penis. Then she positioned herself and guided my penis into her vagina. As soon as I started to insert my penis, my alarm went off... It felt so real. I wonder why I dreamt about her. I have never had a dream about her before. Hmmmmm. Oh well.
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Friday, April 27, 2012
Friday, April 20, 2012
Dreams
I had two dreams last night... one scary, one interesting.
The first dream was really short. I was driving out to some woods crying. I got out of my car. Grabbed some rope and climbed a tree. I put the rope around a limb of the tree and around my neck and I hung myself. Luckily I woke up. It was scary... I'm not sure what has caused this dream, why it was so short, and why I would dream of hanging myself... I have never had the urge to hang myself, slit wrists or overdosing on pills.. yes, but never hanging. Scary.
The second dream, thank goodness, was not depressing or scary. I dreamt my wife and I were visiting my old boss. But I was naked though out the dream. I don't remember many details of it, but it was weird that I was walking around naked though out it. Hmmm.... maybe I'm feeling vulnerable about something. I was also searching for something again. Still don't know what I was looking for. I really wish I could figure that out.
The first dream was really short. I was driving out to some woods crying. I got out of my car. Grabbed some rope and climbed a tree. I put the rope around a limb of the tree and around my neck and I hung myself. Luckily I woke up. It was scary... I'm not sure what has caused this dream, why it was so short, and why I would dream of hanging myself... I have never had the urge to hang myself, slit wrists or overdosing on pills.. yes, but never hanging. Scary.
The second dream, thank goodness, was not depressing or scary. I dreamt my wife and I were visiting my old boss. But I was naked though out the dream. I don't remember many details of it, but it was weird that I was walking around naked though out it. Hmmm.... maybe I'm feeling vulnerable about something. I was also searching for something again. Still don't know what I was looking for. I really wish I could figure that out.
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Down the Rabbit Hole
In my past I have done a few extra curricular activities. I have been thinking about some of the times I did them and figured I would write about them.
My first experience was with acid. My best friend from High School convinced me to do it when I was on break my freshman year of College. I wasn't sure if I wanted to do it, but I figured what's the harm in a little experimentation. I do not remember all the events of that evening but a few. I remember putting the acid paper on my tongue. Then as we waited for the effects to start we played 1080 (a snow boarding game on the N64). As we played the effects of the acid started. I remember thinking the snow was coming out of the TV. It was an amazing feeling. My friend showed me the true reason for black light paintings. They were moving. I felt like I could see the music and taste the colors. He put on a Homer Simpson mask and I could have sworn he had transformed into Homer Simpson. It was wild. I remember not wanting to look in the mirror. Not sure why... I think my friend was trying to convince me not too. I remember looking out the window into his back yard and seeing 9 naked women dancing around a fire. I convinced him to go outside with me and try to find them. They disappeared. I don't remember anything else from that night.
When I started working at an outdoor theatre in NC, ecstasy was popular and my second summer there, I was convinced to try it. I was surrounded by friends and felt it was safe. Everyone was giving me tips to make the most out of the experience and to be safe. They also made sure there were a few sober people to make sure everyone was ok. I remember being handed the pill and taking it with a glass of water. I was sitting on a couch and was told to relax and let it start. I remember starting to feel it work in my hands.... like a warm wave. Then my eyes started fluttering. I felt warm and happy. I couldn't sit still. I felt like I was seeing the world for the first time. No matter where I went there was always someone making sure I was hydrated. I went out of the house onto the beach and felt the sand beneath my feet and in between my toes. It felt so amazing. Everyone was hugging each other and it felt so good to give and receive hugs. One of the guys told me that frosting tastes amazing on the tongue. He put some frosting in his mouth then kissed me with it and massaged my tongue with his. This was the first time I kissed another guy. It felt so good. I didn't want to stop, but I did. As the night progressed, all the water made me have to pee. So I went to the bathroom to pee and there were 6 people in the shower, all naked. They invited me to join them. I had never been in a shower with other people before. I was trying so hard not to stare at their naked bodies. Most of them were dancers, so they had amazing bodies. My hand grazed one of the guy's penis and I got shivers up and down my spine. It was too much for me so I got out of the shower and dried off. Soon after that a bunch of people decided to walk to the theatre and walk around it naked. I figured hay why not. So off to the theatre we went. We stayed there until just before sunrise. As the sun was coming up, I walked back to the house and then headed back to my apartment. That was an amazing night. I was hooked.
I became addicted to ecstasy. I loved the feeling it gave me. I remember almost all the times I "rolled", but some just come in flashes of one part of that night. Here are a few more nights that stand out:
One summer at the outdoor theatre, my best friend came down to visit. He brought some "e" with him and a couple of tabs of acid. He sold the "e" to my normal rolling group and the acid was for me and him to candy flip (ecstasy and acid). This was my first time candy flipping. It was crazy. The events of the night didn't seem to be sequential. It was like one second it was 9pm at night then 3 am then 11pm. Time seemed to just jump around. I remember when the effects started. I was sitting on the porch and all of a sudden the grain of the wood started pulsing. The best part of candy flipping is not only do you see things because of the acid, you have the energy to go after the things due to the "e". I remember walking down to the beach and thinking I saw a bunch of people having an orgy. It was just rocks, but it seemed real. Most of the night I couldn't think straight.... I was like a 5 year old again... it was so fun and I had no worries or inhibitions.
When I was in college, I used to roll with a girl and her boyfriend a lot. They were the first ones I sort of outed myself to. It used to be great times. We would listen to Sublime and play Uno waiting for the effects to start. FYI it is so hard to concentrate on playing Uno when you are rolling. It was interesting rolling with them. I felt very comfortable with them. She showed me how she used a back massager to masturbate. We would all get naked and play cards. I would play dress up in her clothes. One night, when my now ex wife was visiting we rolled with them and my friends sister and husband. That night was very sexual. That was the first time I had sex in front of anyone. My ex made out with my friends sister. My ex couldn't get enough of going down on me. Stupidly we left before I realized we could of had an orgy.
Another rolling night happened at Boo Bash in 2003. A bunch of us decided to go and roll. We dressed up as catholic school girls. Out of all of us, I was the most passable as a girl. To the point I was able to go into the girls bathroom without question. I almost got in trouble for being in the men's bathroom because one of the security guards thought I was really a girl. That was a great night. I felt free and felt like a woman.
Another interesting night was rolling with my best friend's daughters mother. They lived together but were not together. I ended up sleeping with her that night. I unfortunately did that because I wanted to be closer to my best friend. I think that was the only time rolling that I did something I regretted. I almost destroyed our friendship. It took years to get our friendship back.
There are many more nights I could write about, but I will stop for now here. I hope to soon roll again with my wife and one of my best friends. That will hopefully be a fun night. We shall see.
My first experience was with acid. My best friend from High School convinced me to do it when I was on break my freshman year of College. I wasn't sure if I wanted to do it, but I figured what's the harm in a little experimentation. I do not remember all the events of that evening but a few. I remember putting the acid paper on my tongue. Then as we waited for the effects to start we played 1080 (a snow boarding game on the N64). As we played the effects of the acid started. I remember thinking the snow was coming out of the TV. It was an amazing feeling. My friend showed me the true reason for black light paintings. They were moving. I felt like I could see the music and taste the colors. He put on a Homer Simpson mask and I could have sworn he had transformed into Homer Simpson. It was wild. I remember not wanting to look in the mirror. Not sure why... I think my friend was trying to convince me not too. I remember looking out the window into his back yard and seeing 9 naked women dancing around a fire. I convinced him to go outside with me and try to find them. They disappeared. I don't remember anything else from that night.
When I started working at an outdoor theatre in NC, ecstasy was popular and my second summer there, I was convinced to try it. I was surrounded by friends and felt it was safe. Everyone was giving me tips to make the most out of the experience and to be safe. They also made sure there were a few sober people to make sure everyone was ok. I remember being handed the pill and taking it with a glass of water. I was sitting on a couch and was told to relax and let it start. I remember starting to feel it work in my hands.... like a warm wave. Then my eyes started fluttering. I felt warm and happy. I couldn't sit still. I felt like I was seeing the world for the first time. No matter where I went there was always someone making sure I was hydrated. I went out of the house onto the beach and felt the sand beneath my feet and in between my toes. It felt so amazing. Everyone was hugging each other and it felt so good to give and receive hugs. One of the guys told me that frosting tastes amazing on the tongue. He put some frosting in his mouth then kissed me with it and massaged my tongue with his. This was the first time I kissed another guy. It felt so good. I didn't want to stop, but I did. As the night progressed, all the water made me have to pee. So I went to the bathroom to pee and there were 6 people in the shower, all naked. They invited me to join them. I had never been in a shower with other people before. I was trying so hard not to stare at their naked bodies. Most of them were dancers, so they had amazing bodies. My hand grazed one of the guy's penis and I got shivers up and down my spine. It was too much for me so I got out of the shower and dried off. Soon after that a bunch of people decided to walk to the theatre and walk around it naked. I figured hay why not. So off to the theatre we went. We stayed there until just before sunrise. As the sun was coming up, I walked back to the house and then headed back to my apartment. That was an amazing night. I was hooked.
I became addicted to ecstasy. I loved the feeling it gave me. I remember almost all the times I "rolled", but some just come in flashes of one part of that night. Here are a few more nights that stand out:
One summer at the outdoor theatre, my best friend came down to visit. He brought some "e" with him and a couple of tabs of acid. He sold the "e" to my normal rolling group and the acid was for me and him to candy flip (ecstasy and acid). This was my first time candy flipping. It was crazy. The events of the night didn't seem to be sequential. It was like one second it was 9pm at night then 3 am then 11pm. Time seemed to just jump around. I remember when the effects started. I was sitting on the porch and all of a sudden the grain of the wood started pulsing. The best part of candy flipping is not only do you see things because of the acid, you have the energy to go after the things due to the "e". I remember walking down to the beach and thinking I saw a bunch of people having an orgy. It was just rocks, but it seemed real. Most of the night I couldn't think straight.... I was like a 5 year old again... it was so fun and I had no worries or inhibitions.
When I was in college, I used to roll with a girl and her boyfriend a lot. They were the first ones I sort of outed myself to. It used to be great times. We would listen to Sublime and play Uno waiting for the effects to start. FYI it is so hard to concentrate on playing Uno when you are rolling. It was interesting rolling with them. I felt very comfortable with them. She showed me how she used a back massager to masturbate. We would all get naked and play cards. I would play dress up in her clothes. One night, when my now ex wife was visiting we rolled with them and my friends sister and husband. That night was very sexual. That was the first time I had sex in front of anyone. My ex made out with my friends sister. My ex couldn't get enough of going down on me. Stupidly we left before I realized we could of had an orgy.
Another rolling night happened at Boo Bash in 2003. A bunch of us decided to go and roll. We dressed up as catholic school girls. Out of all of us, I was the most passable as a girl. To the point I was able to go into the girls bathroom without question. I almost got in trouble for being in the men's bathroom because one of the security guards thought I was really a girl. That was a great night. I felt free and felt like a woman.
Another interesting night was rolling with my best friend's daughters mother. They lived together but were not together. I ended up sleeping with her that night. I unfortunately did that because I wanted to be closer to my best friend. I think that was the only time rolling that I did something I regretted. I almost destroyed our friendship. It took years to get our friendship back.
There are many more nights I could write about, but I will stop for now here. I hope to soon roll again with my wife and one of my best friends. That will hopefully be a fun night. We shall see.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Weird Dream
On March 12th I had another weird dream....
I dreamt that my wife and I went over to Liz's to roll one night. She said she had gotten some new stuff that would change our lives. She said it's like a candy flip but more real feeling. Since I'm always willing to try something new and really needed to let go, I was all for it and my wife & Liz's husband were amazingly easy to convince. We each popped our pills and then sat and waited for the effects to kick in.
After about 45 minutes, things started to get interesting. As normal, we all started feeling tingly and had eye flutters. Then we started seeing stuff, like the invisible bugs that Liz's dog tries to eat. After about 15 minutes, we started getting all touchy feely and started talking very openly. I had opened up more about wanting to be a woman and how I wish I could be experiencing this as a woman. Jen mentioned that if I get to be a woman then she gets to be a man. Then Liz joked that her husband Joe couldn't survive as a woman and he poked back that Liz that she couldn't handle being a guy. As we all went back and forth, still all touchy feely, the room started to spin and we all were getting light headed and our vision was blurring.
We started feeling very funny. We thought we were getting sick, but boy were we wrong. We then noticed that each of us were starting to change. Joe's and my hair were getting longer and our faces were getting smoother. Both my wife's and Liz's hair got shorter and their voices were getting deeper. We were starting to really freak out. Joe & I were changing into girls and Liz & my wife were turning into guys. After about 20 minutes the transformations were complete and we were still feeling the candy flipping effects. So not only were we now opposite sexes we were still rolling and tripping. This was leading into an interesting night.
Joe couldn't keep his hands off his new body. He just stood in front of a mirror touching himself. Liz was having fun peeing while standing up. My wife loved feeling so strong. Me, well I was in heaven. This is what I've always wanted. My female body was luckily about Liz's old body size, so I went up and raided her closet. Finally being able to wear clothes that were designed for my new body. It was interesting how all of us changed. It wasn't like we turned into the opposite sex of ourselves, ie I didn't look the the genetic female of myself. We all looked like new people, but we each had perfect fit bodies. Which then posed another interesting situation: since the drug we were on had similar effects to E, we were all super horny, no matter what body we had. Also our inhibitions were almost none existent. We all decided to go skinny dip in the hot tub together so we could admire and explore our new bodies. We had a difficult time telling who used to who since we were so high, but we didn't care. It became an orgy in the hot tub. Everyone was touching and kissing each other. It didn't matter if it was Joe kissing Liz or Joe kissing me or Liz kissing my wife. Gender didn't matter. Guy on guy or girl on girl or girl on guy. Everything thing was allowed. Both Liz and my wife in their new bodies were each giving Joe and I lessons on giving head. As we got hotter, we moved our escapades inside to the bed room. We each took turns sleeping with each other. At some point we all finally passed out.
When we woke in the morning we were all shocked to find out we were still in our new bodies. Panicking Liz called the guy she got the stuff from. He said "oh, did I forget to mention be careful what you wish for when you are on this stuff and never have sex or any changes that had occurred would be permanent. Liz let out a loud "FUCK". There was no reversing this. We were stuck. The plus side is reality re aligned itself to as if we had always been in these bodies. We did try doing the drug again to see if it would change us back, but it only gave us the normal drug effects, no body changing, wish granting. I guess we just have to get used to our new reality.
A month after the change, both Joe and I discovered we were pregnant. At that point I woke up.
This is the first dream I've actually been able to remember in detail since I changed to step 2 on the patch. This is also the second dream I've had about becoming pregnant. Interesting.
I dreamt that my wife and I went over to Liz's to roll one night. She said she had gotten some new stuff that would change our lives. She said it's like a candy flip but more real feeling. Since I'm always willing to try something new and really needed to let go, I was all for it and my wife & Liz's husband were amazingly easy to convince. We each popped our pills and then sat and waited for the effects to kick in.
After about 45 minutes, things started to get interesting. As normal, we all started feeling tingly and had eye flutters. Then we started seeing stuff, like the invisible bugs that Liz's dog tries to eat. After about 15 minutes, we started getting all touchy feely and started talking very openly. I had opened up more about wanting to be a woman and how I wish I could be experiencing this as a woman. Jen mentioned that if I get to be a woman then she gets to be a man. Then Liz joked that her husband Joe couldn't survive as a woman and he poked back that Liz that she couldn't handle being a guy. As we all went back and forth, still all touchy feely, the room started to spin and we all were getting light headed and our vision was blurring.
We started feeling very funny. We thought we were getting sick, but boy were we wrong. We then noticed that each of us were starting to change. Joe's and my hair were getting longer and our faces were getting smoother. Both my wife's and Liz's hair got shorter and their voices were getting deeper. We were starting to really freak out. Joe & I were changing into girls and Liz & my wife were turning into guys. After about 20 minutes the transformations were complete and we were still feeling the candy flipping effects. So not only were we now opposite sexes we were still rolling and tripping. This was leading into an interesting night.
Joe couldn't keep his hands off his new body. He just stood in front of a mirror touching himself. Liz was having fun peeing while standing up. My wife loved feeling so strong. Me, well I was in heaven. This is what I've always wanted. My female body was luckily about Liz's old body size, so I went up and raided her closet. Finally being able to wear clothes that were designed for my new body. It was interesting how all of us changed. It wasn't like we turned into the opposite sex of ourselves, ie I didn't look the the genetic female of myself. We all looked like new people, but we each had perfect fit bodies. Which then posed another interesting situation: since the drug we were on had similar effects to E, we were all super horny, no matter what body we had. Also our inhibitions were almost none existent. We all decided to go skinny dip in the hot tub together so we could admire and explore our new bodies. We had a difficult time telling who used to who since we were so high, but we didn't care. It became an orgy in the hot tub. Everyone was touching and kissing each other. It didn't matter if it was Joe kissing Liz or Joe kissing me or Liz kissing my wife. Gender didn't matter. Guy on guy or girl on girl or girl on guy. Everything thing was allowed. Both Liz and my wife in their new bodies were each giving Joe and I lessons on giving head. As we got hotter, we moved our escapades inside to the bed room. We each took turns sleeping with each other. At some point we all finally passed out.
When we woke in the morning we were all shocked to find out we were still in our new bodies. Panicking Liz called the guy she got the stuff from. He said "oh, did I forget to mention be careful what you wish for when you are on this stuff and never have sex or any changes that had occurred would be permanent. Liz let out a loud "FUCK". There was no reversing this. We were stuck. The plus side is reality re aligned itself to as if we had always been in these bodies. We did try doing the drug again to see if it would change us back, but it only gave us the normal drug effects, no body changing, wish granting. I guess we just have to get used to our new reality.
A month after the change, both Joe and I discovered we were pregnant. At that point I woke up.
This is the first dream I've actually been able to remember in detail since I changed to step 2 on the patch. This is also the second dream I've had about becoming pregnant. Interesting.
Another Interesting Dream
On February 22nd I had another interesting dream.....
So last nights dream was interesting and was based on a conversation that a friend and I had earlier this week. However it did not play out as I had thought. Background: My friend {call her Liz} and I were talking how we should get another friend (who is very inventive) {call him Cole} to invent a hormone shield for her and a sex change machine for me.
In the dream, we spoke with Cole about what we wanted him to try to invent. He understood what Liz wanted and was shocked to my coming out to him, but said he would give it a shot. It seemed like months had passed, then Cole invited Liz and I over to his house to unveil his inventions. To our amazement, he invented nano bots that he would inject into our blood stream. He said Liz's bots would create a force field that would protect her from other female's hormones so her cycle would be normal. Then he said that my bots would slowly change my genes from male to female and that he programmed them to change me into my ideal female body. He mentioned that we would not notice the effects of the bots for about a month as that is how long it would take for the bots to spread to our whole bodies. After the month, Liz's would turn on as she was nearing her normal cycle and turn off once her period was done. Mine would permanently stay on to keep my new form. Now was the waiting period.
A month went by and both Liz and I were eagerly waiting for the effects to happen. About a week after the month was up, Liz and I went to bed like our usually selves. When we woke up, we were in for the surprise of our lives. I woke up all disorientated. I heard her daughter's voice. In my head I'm like WTF, how did I get to Liz's? Then her daughter jumped on the bed and was looking at me saying "Wake up Mommy". OMG. What happened? I quickly ran to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I saw Liz's face looking back at me. How did this happen? I heard a phone ringing and realized it was Liz's phone ringing. I grabbed it and saw my cell number, I answered. It was my voice I was hearing. Liz was in my body. This is totally weird. As we panicly talked we came up with the only thing that could have caused this..... Cole's bots. Liz (in my body) said she would come right over once she convinced my wife of what happened. Thank god it was a Sunday.
I felt so weird in Liz's body. I was afraid to touch or look at myself as I respected Liz and didn't want to seem like I'd taken advantage of the situation. I found some clothes to put on and headed downstairs. Luckily her husband got their daughter dressed and wasn't home. Maybe he went bowling? I was passing back and forth waiting for Liz and my wife to get here. Crap, I had to pee. This was going to be interesting. I actually managed. Not too bad for the first day in a woman's body. Finally Liz and my wife showed up. We had to call Cole and have him fix this. We went over to his place together. It was so weird seeing my body from another person's view.
As Cole opened the door, he had a shit eating grin on his face and started laughing. He calmed us down and said he was sorry, but he couldn't resist playing this joke on us. He continued to apologize. Finally he said he would fix it to the way it was supposed to work. All he had to do was shut down the bots and upload the right programming. He mentioned that the program that was running would activate every month on Liz's cycle. Swap our bodies and then return us to normal after the cycle. He thought we would have fun. Liz could enjoy not having a period since she'd be a guy and I could enjoy being a woman. He thought it was perfect. We did not agree.
Cole started the process of shutting down the bots and uploading the correct program, then he uttered what you never want to hear "Crap". The bots were not responding. He couldn't shut them down. We were stuck with the program he originally put in. Good news it only runs for about 5 days a month. Bad news is we have to pretend we are each other for 5 days a month. At least until he can figure out how to fix it.
We went back to Liz's house and her husband was home. We all sat down to discuss the situation. Since there was nothing we could really do about our situation until Cole found a solution, we decided to make the best of it. Luckily the swap only happens at night so no worries about swapping at work. Liz and I agreed that we each could explore our new bodies so we could get used to them. Since we both trusted each other, neither of us were worried. We spent the rest of the day going over our daily routines at work so we could pass as each other. Thank god for messenger so we could keep in contact so we could answer each others questions. Since my job was a little easier and Liz's was harder, we decided to let my sister know the situation so she could help out. The question of sex was brought up by my wife. She wanted to know how we were going to work that. After a long discussion, we felt we might as well see what it's like on the other side. So if the situation arose, we could act on it. Before we knew it the day was over and we had to get to bed to be ready for what the next day brought. Waking up the next morning was a little easier. Not as much shock. But I was so nervous about taking a shower. I'm sure Liz was too with my body. I went into the bathroom and turned on the water. Might as well get this over with. I slowly undressed. I don't think I have ever been so nervous in my life. At first my eyes were closed, but I slowly opened them. It was so weird looking down at my body and seeing a woman's body. I got into the shower and it felt so amazing. I wondered how Liz felt showering in my body. Just as I was about to wash myself.... my alarm went off.
Again the dream felt so real. It seemed to last longer than others, but that maybe because I cheated and had a smoke last night so I had more nicotine in my system. Well, it will be interesting to see what tonight will bring. If I ever feel motivated I should take some of the more vivid dreams and turn them into short stories (changing the names of course). I also look forward to someday re-reading these just to see what I can learn from them. :)
So last nights dream was interesting and was based on a conversation that a friend and I had earlier this week. However it did not play out as I had thought. Background: My friend {call her Liz} and I were talking how we should get another friend (who is very inventive) {call him Cole} to invent a hormone shield for her and a sex change machine for me.
In the dream, we spoke with Cole about what we wanted him to try to invent. He understood what Liz wanted and was shocked to my coming out to him, but said he would give it a shot. It seemed like months had passed, then Cole invited Liz and I over to his house to unveil his inventions. To our amazement, he invented nano bots that he would inject into our blood stream. He said Liz's bots would create a force field that would protect her from other female's hormones so her cycle would be normal. Then he said that my bots would slowly change my genes from male to female and that he programmed them to change me into my ideal female body. He mentioned that we would not notice the effects of the bots for about a month as that is how long it would take for the bots to spread to our whole bodies. After the month, Liz's would turn on as she was nearing her normal cycle and turn off once her period was done. Mine would permanently stay on to keep my new form. Now was the waiting period.
A month went by and both Liz and I were eagerly waiting for the effects to happen. About a week after the month was up, Liz and I went to bed like our usually selves. When we woke up, we were in for the surprise of our lives. I woke up all disorientated. I heard her daughter's voice. In my head I'm like WTF, how did I get to Liz's? Then her daughter jumped on the bed and was looking at me saying "Wake up Mommy". OMG. What happened? I quickly ran to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I saw Liz's face looking back at me. How did this happen? I heard a phone ringing and realized it was Liz's phone ringing. I grabbed it and saw my cell number, I answered. It was my voice I was hearing. Liz was in my body. This is totally weird. As we panicly talked we came up with the only thing that could have caused this..... Cole's bots. Liz (in my body) said she would come right over once she convinced my wife of what happened. Thank god it was a Sunday.
I felt so weird in Liz's body. I was afraid to touch or look at myself as I respected Liz and didn't want to seem like I'd taken advantage of the situation. I found some clothes to put on and headed downstairs. Luckily her husband got their daughter dressed and wasn't home. Maybe he went bowling? I was passing back and forth waiting for Liz and my wife to get here. Crap, I had to pee. This was going to be interesting. I actually managed. Not too bad for the first day in a woman's body. Finally Liz and my wife showed up. We had to call Cole and have him fix this. We went over to his place together. It was so weird seeing my body from another person's view.
As Cole opened the door, he had a shit eating grin on his face and started laughing. He calmed us down and said he was sorry, but he couldn't resist playing this joke on us. He continued to apologize. Finally he said he would fix it to the way it was supposed to work. All he had to do was shut down the bots and upload the right programming. He mentioned that the program that was running would activate every month on Liz's cycle. Swap our bodies and then return us to normal after the cycle. He thought we would have fun. Liz could enjoy not having a period since she'd be a guy and I could enjoy being a woman. He thought it was perfect. We did not agree.
Cole started the process of shutting down the bots and uploading the correct program, then he uttered what you never want to hear "Crap". The bots were not responding. He couldn't shut them down. We were stuck with the program he originally put in. Good news it only runs for about 5 days a month. Bad news is we have to pretend we are each other for 5 days a month. At least until he can figure out how to fix it.
We went back to Liz's house and her husband was home. We all sat down to discuss the situation. Since there was nothing we could really do about our situation until Cole found a solution, we decided to make the best of it. Luckily the swap only happens at night so no worries about swapping at work. Liz and I agreed that we each could explore our new bodies so we could get used to them. Since we both trusted each other, neither of us were worried. We spent the rest of the day going over our daily routines at work so we could pass as each other. Thank god for messenger so we could keep in contact so we could answer each others questions. Since my job was a little easier and Liz's was harder, we decided to let my sister know the situation so she could help out. The question of sex was brought up by my wife. She wanted to know how we were going to work that. After a long discussion, we felt we might as well see what it's like on the other side. So if the situation arose, we could act on it. Before we knew it the day was over and we had to get to bed to be ready for what the next day brought. Waking up the next morning was a little easier. Not as much shock. But I was so nervous about taking a shower. I'm sure Liz was too with my body. I went into the bathroom and turned on the water. Might as well get this over with. I slowly undressed. I don't think I have ever been so nervous in my life. At first my eyes were closed, but I slowly opened them. It was so weird looking down at my body and seeing a woman's body. I got into the shower and it felt so amazing. I wondered how Liz felt showering in my body. Just as I was about to wash myself.... my alarm went off.
Again the dream felt so real. It seemed to last longer than others, but that maybe because I cheated and had a smoke last night so I had more nicotine in my system. Well, it will be interesting to see what tonight will bring. If I ever feel motivated I should take some of the more vivid dreams and turn them into short stories (changing the names of course). I also look forward to someday re-reading these just to see what I can learn from them. :)
Society & Nudity
Why does Western society deem that nudity is taboo? Why are we
convinced to believe that we should be ashamed of our bodies and be
ashamed to be nude? In today's world, one is considered perverted if
they watch anything on TV that contains nudity. One is a deviant if
they subscribe to pornographic magazines such as Playboy and Penthouse.
One can even be arrested for indecency for walking around their house
nude if someone (even if they are trespassing) see them naked through a
window. What is so wrong with the naked body? Stores ban mothers for
exposing their breast to breastfeed their baby. Why? What is so wrong
with seeing someone nude? What is so wrong with someone wanting to be
nude?
We as a society needs to stop being such prudes and just get over it. We are born naked, why can't we be naked? I firmly believe if nudity was more acceptable, sexual assaults, rape, teen pregnancy, and other sex related incidents would drop. I'm not saying they would go away, but if more people were accustomed to seeing someone nude, their would less desire to act on the taboo. More "normal" people do something because they can't ("I know I'm not supposed to, it's just so tempting, I must") then they do when they can. I believe more woman would be appreciated in society if they were seen less as sexual objects. If people grew up seeing more people naked, they would be less ashamed of themselves and would have less deviant sexual thoughts. Curiosity can stem many bad behaviors. For example, if you never saw a girl nude before, curiosity could result in peeping/voyeurism. Then you want to see more which could result in obsession. Then you get in trouble for looking and it becomes taboo which turns into sexual fantasies, etc. If more people were comfortable seeing others nude, there would be less issues.
As a guy, I was told by society that seeing someone naked was taboo. You should never look upon a naked body. That peeked my curiosity more. I started fantasizing what a girl looked like naked. Then testosterone took over (damn you) and made it a turn on if I saw a girl nude (whether it was in a magazine or on late night cable). Luckily I was involved in theater which exposed me to seeing other people change. The more I saw, the more comfortable I became and the less sexual it was to see a girl naked. When I was in college we did a production of Hair. I was the stage manager so I was surrounded by nudity as the show called for it. As rehearsals went on, we got to the nude scene. To make everyone comfortable, we had a special rehearsal on a Sunday. All the cast, the director, and myself locked ourselves in the theater and stripped down to nothing. We just hung out in the theater in the nude with each other. We were a bit apprehensive at first, but within minutes we were all comfortable walking around with each other being naked. No one was obviously aroused by being around each other naked. It was at this point that I realized that there is no big deal about nudity. It did not change how any of us looked at each other. It was like "Oh ok you're naked, no big deal" It was the same feeling when I worked at an outdoor theatre. There were a few times when we did "e" that we ended up either being naked at the beach or running naked at the theater. Again everyone was comfortable and there were no issues. No sexual abuse arose, nothing. It was just a bunch of naked people hanging out together. Was it interesting finally seeing certain people naked, of course, but it was more like "So that's what they look like nude, or so that's what her breasts look like, or oh so that's what his penis looks like". There was no OMG she's / he's naked, I'm so turned on. It was like any other day. Instead of curiosity turning into something sexual, it just stayed curiosity. Nothing sexual behind it. No turn on.
So this then begs a question: Should friends just let other friends see each other naked to just get the curiosity out of the way and move on? Would anyone have issues with that? How would spouses feel knowing that their spouses friends have seen their spouses nude? I know that it is usually ok that girls see girls naked and sort of ok that guys see guys naked, but what about guys seeing girls naked and vice versa? Nothing would be shock anymore. Everyone would "hypothetically" be more comfortable with each other. For instance, a friend of mine showing her tattoos off. Biggest pet peeve is someone saying they have a tattoo, but you can't see it because it will expose more of their body. Hello, I'm your friend. I've known you for like 15+ years. I'm not gonna drool over seeing you exposed. I'm not gonna get all turned on and attack you. I just want to see the f'n tattoo. Calm down, we are friends. Why should we be embarrassed to see our friends naked or have our friends see ourselves naked? To me, big whoop, you're naked, okay, you're my friend, this changes nothing. I'm not gonna look at you in a sexual way now. Nothings changed. Maybe this is what friends need. Just see each other naked and that may help each other be more comfortable with themselves. True friends won't make jokes, or run screaming, or look at you any different. I think some of this tangent is spawned from when I took photos of a friend's back for her tattoo. I think both of us were a little shy and hesitant of it. She made sure to cover her front so I didn't see anything. Also she was a little reluctant of pulling her pants down farther exposing her crack to see more of the butterfly tattoo. I was a little shy and apprehensive too. WTF. We are friends. Why did we have to feel that way? Why did society brainwash us to feel that way? We need to break free of the prudish society ways. If we don't we will continue to be ashamed of ourselves and hate our thoughts and feel bad about our self image.
We as a society needs to stop being such prudes and just get over it. We are born naked, why can't we be naked? I firmly believe if nudity was more acceptable, sexual assaults, rape, teen pregnancy, and other sex related incidents would drop. I'm not saying they would go away, but if more people were accustomed to seeing someone nude, their would less desire to act on the taboo. More "normal" people do something because they can't ("I know I'm not supposed to, it's just so tempting, I must") then they do when they can. I believe more woman would be appreciated in society if they were seen less as sexual objects. If people grew up seeing more people naked, they would be less ashamed of themselves and would have less deviant sexual thoughts. Curiosity can stem many bad behaviors. For example, if you never saw a girl nude before, curiosity could result in peeping/voyeurism. Then you want to see more which could result in obsession. Then you get in trouble for looking and it becomes taboo which turns into sexual fantasies, etc. If more people were comfortable seeing others nude, there would be less issues.
As a guy, I was told by society that seeing someone naked was taboo. You should never look upon a naked body. That peeked my curiosity more. I started fantasizing what a girl looked like naked. Then testosterone took over (damn you) and made it a turn on if I saw a girl nude (whether it was in a magazine or on late night cable). Luckily I was involved in theater which exposed me to seeing other people change. The more I saw, the more comfortable I became and the less sexual it was to see a girl naked. When I was in college we did a production of Hair. I was the stage manager so I was surrounded by nudity as the show called for it. As rehearsals went on, we got to the nude scene. To make everyone comfortable, we had a special rehearsal on a Sunday. All the cast, the director, and myself locked ourselves in the theater and stripped down to nothing. We just hung out in the theater in the nude with each other. We were a bit apprehensive at first, but within minutes we were all comfortable walking around with each other being naked. No one was obviously aroused by being around each other naked. It was at this point that I realized that there is no big deal about nudity. It did not change how any of us looked at each other. It was like "Oh ok you're naked, no big deal" It was the same feeling when I worked at an outdoor theatre. There were a few times when we did "e" that we ended up either being naked at the beach or running naked at the theater. Again everyone was comfortable and there were no issues. No sexual abuse arose, nothing. It was just a bunch of naked people hanging out together. Was it interesting finally seeing certain people naked, of course, but it was more like "So that's what they look like nude, or so that's what her breasts look like, or oh so that's what his penis looks like". There was no OMG she's / he's naked, I'm so turned on. It was like any other day. Instead of curiosity turning into something sexual, it just stayed curiosity. Nothing sexual behind it. No turn on.
So this then begs a question: Should friends just let other friends see each other naked to just get the curiosity out of the way and move on? Would anyone have issues with that? How would spouses feel knowing that their spouses friends have seen their spouses nude? I know that it is usually ok that girls see girls naked and sort of ok that guys see guys naked, but what about guys seeing girls naked and vice versa? Nothing would be shock anymore. Everyone would "hypothetically" be more comfortable with each other. For instance, a friend of mine showing her tattoos off. Biggest pet peeve is someone saying they have a tattoo, but you can't see it because it will expose more of their body. Hello, I'm your friend. I've known you for like 15+ years. I'm not gonna drool over seeing you exposed. I'm not gonna get all turned on and attack you. I just want to see the f'n tattoo. Calm down, we are friends. Why should we be embarrassed to see our friends naked or have our friends see ourselves naked? To me, big whoop, you're naked, okay, you're my friend, this changes nothing. I'm not gonna look at you in a sexual way now. Nothings changed. Maybe this is what friends need. Just see each other naked and that may help each other be more comfortable with themselves. True friends won't make jokes, or run screaming, or look at you any different. I think some of this tangent is spawned from when I took photos of a friend's back for her tattoo. I think both of us were a little shy and hesitant of it. She made sure to cover her front so I didn't see anything. Also she was a little reluctant of pulling her pants down farther exposing her crack to see more of the butterfly tattoo. I was a little shy and apprehensive too. WTF. We are friends. Why did we have to feel that way? Why did society brainwash us to feel that way? We need to break free of the prudish society ways. If we don't we will continue to be ashamed of ourselves and hate our thoughts and feel bad about our self image.
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