So I vaguely remember my dream last night. A group of friends are heading out on a road trip this weekend. I dreamt I was one of the girls that was going. She is the youngest of the group and really cute. I'm almost always jealous of her outfits. In the dream I was her packing for the trip. Unfortunately I don't remember the rest of the dream. I wish I did.
This brings up something interesting. As I have said in past posts, I have been dreaming more and more of that I am a woman. I hardly ever dream that I'm a man anymore. But what's interesting is which woman I am. I have had many dreams where I am either my friend or her sister, now I'm had a dream of being another friend. I wish I knew what it meant. Why am I dreaming of being these women instead of being my own woman? For one female friend, I like to think the reason I have become her in my dreams is because I respect her so much. She is the one who convinced me to start writing. She is the one who is encouraging me to be myself. She accepts me for who I am. She is an amazing person and an amazing mother. She is the type of woman I would want to be if I were a woman. So maybe that is why I become her in my dreams.
Becoming her sister is maybe a way to show how close I want to be with her. I want to be considered her sister in real life instead of her non biological brother. So my dreams could have manifested that. As for becoming the other friend.... that was a first. No idea. Oh well....
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More Dreams
On March 19th....
I understand that dreams reflect one's inner self, sometimes one's wants and desires. But somethings are just getting over powering. Last night I had another dream where I became a woman. Since I'm writing so late in the day, the details are fading. But I remember my desire to be a woman and to be considered a friend's sister. Then in my dream I was her sister. Instead of just becoming a woman and being referred to as like a sister, I actually became her sister. That's all I really remember. The rest of the dream is a blur. I need to remember to write in the morning. :)
I understand that dreams reflect one's inner self, sometimes one's wants and desires. But somethings are just getting over powering. Last night I had another dream where I became a woman. Since I'm writing so late in the day, the details are fading. But I remember my desire to be a woman and to be considered a friend's sister. Then in my dream I was her sister. Instead of just becoming a woman and being referred to as like a sister, I actually became her sister. That's all I really remember. The rest of the dream is a blur. I need to remember to write in the morning. :)
Weird Dream
On March 12th I had another weird dream....
I dreamt that my wife and I went over to Liz's to roll one night. She said she had gotten some new stuff that would change our lives. She said it's like a candy flip but more real feeling. Since I'm always willing to try something new and really needed to let go, I was all for it and my wife & Liz's husband were amazingly easy to convince. We each popped our pills and then sat and waited for the effects to kick in.
After about 45 minutes, things started to get interesting. As normal, we all started feeling tingly and had eye flutters. Then we started seeing stuff, like the invisible bugs that Liz's dog tries to eat. After about 15 minutes, we started getting all touchy feely and started talking very openly. I had opened up more about wanting to be a woman and how I wish I could be experiencing this as a woman. Jen mentioned that if I get to be a woman then she gets to be a man. Then Liz joked that her husband Joe couldn't survive as a woman and he poked back that Liz that she couldn't handle being a guy. As we all went back and forth, still all touchy feely, the room started to spin and we all were getting light headed and our vision was blurring.
We started feeling very funny. We thought we were getting sick, but boy were we wrong. We then noticed that each of us were starting to change. Joe's and my hair were getting longer and our faces were getting smoother. Both my wife's and Liz's hair got shorter and their voices were getting deeper. We were starting to really freak out. Joe & I were changing into girls and Liz & my wife were turning into guys. After about 20 minutes the transformations were complete and we were still feeling the candy flipping effects. So not only were we now opposite sexes we were still rolling and tripping. This was leading into an interesting night.
Joe couldn't keep his hands off his new body. He just stood in front of a mirror touching himself. Liz was having fun peeing while standing up. My wife loved feeling so strong. Me, well I was in heaven. This is what I've always wanted. My female body was luckily about Liz's old body size, so I went up and raided her closet. Finally being able to wear clothes that were designed for my new body. It was interesting how all of us changed. It wasn't like we turned into the opposite sex of ourselves, ie I didn't look the the genetic female of myself. We all looked like new people, but we each had perfect fit bodies. Which then posed another interesting situation: since the drug we were on had similar effects to E, we were all super horny, no matter what body we had. Also our inhibitions were almost none existent. We all decided to go skinny dip in the hot tub together so we could admire and explore our new bodies. We had a difficult time telling who used to who since we were so high, but we didn't care. It became an orgy in the hot tub. Everyone was touching and kissing each other. It didn't matter if it was Joe kissing Liz or Joe kissing me or Liz kissing my wife. Gender didn't matter. Guy on guy or girl on girl or girl on guy. Everything thing was allowed. Both Liz and my wife in their new bodies were each giving Joe and I lessons on giving head. As we got hotter, we moved our escapades inside to the bed room. We each took turns sleeping with each other. At some point we all finally passed out.
When we woke in the morning we were all shocked to find out we were still in our new bodies. Panicking Liz called the guy she got the stuff from. He said "oh, did I forget to mention be careful what you wish for when you are on this stuff and never have sex or any changes that had occurred would be permanent. Liz let out a loud "FUCK". There was no reversing this. We were stuck. The plus side is reality re aligned itself to as if we had always been in these bodies. We did try doing the drug again to see if it would change us back, but it only gave us the normal drug effects, no body changing, wish granting. I guess we just have to get used to our new reality.
A month after the change, both Joe and I discovered we were pregnant. At that point I woke up.
This is the first dream I've actually been able to remember in detail since I changed to step 2 on the patch. This is also the second dream I've had about becoming pregnant. Interesting.
I dreamt that my wife and I went over to Liz's to roll one night. She said she had gotten some new stuff that would change our lives. She said it's like a candy flip but more real feeling. Since I'm always willing to try something new and really needed to let go, I was all for it and my wife & Liz's husband were amazingly easy to convince. We each popped our pills and then sat and waited for the effects to kick in.
After about 45 minutes, things started to get interesting. As normal, we all started feeling tingly and had eye flutters. Then we started seeing stuff, like the invisible bugs that Liz's dog tries to eat. After about 15 minutes, we started getting all touchy feely and started talking very openly. I had opened up more about wanting to be a woman and how I wish I could be experiencing this as a woman. Jen mentioned that if I get to be a woman then she gets to be a man. Then Liz joked that her husband Joe couldn't survive as a woman and he poked back that Liz that she couldn't handle being a guy. As we all went back and forth, still all touchy feely, the room started to spin and we all were getting light headed and our vision was blurring.
We started feeling very funny. We thought we were getting sick, but boy were we wrong. We then noticed that each of us were starting to change. Joe's and my hair were getting longer and our faces were getting smoother. Both my wife's and Liz's hair got shorter and their voices were getting deeper. We were starting to really freak out. Joe & I were changing into girls and Liz & my wife were turning into guys. After about 20 minutes the transformations were complete and we were still feeling the candy flipping effects. So not only were we now opposite sexes we were still rolling and tripping. This was leading into an interesting night.
Joe couldn't keep his hands off his new body. He just stood in front of a mirror touching himself. Liz was having fun peeing while standing up. My wife loved feeling so strong. Me, well I was in heaven. This is what I've always wanted. My female body was luckily about Liz's old body size, so I went up and raided her closet. Finally being able to wear clothes that were designed for my new body. It was interesting how all of us changed. It wasn't like we turned into the opposite sex of ourselves, ie I didn't look the the genetic female of myself. We all looked like new people, but we each had perfect fit bodies. Which then posed another interesting situation: since the drug we were on had similar effects to E, we were all super horny, no matter what body we had. Also our inhibitions were almost none existent. We all decided to go skinny dip in the hot tub together so we could admire and explore our new bodies. We had a difficult time telling who used to who since we were so high, but we didn't care. It became an orgy in the hot tub. Everyone was touching and kissing each other. It didn't matter if it was Joe kissing Liz or Joe kissing me or Liz kissing my wife. Gender didn't matter. Guy on guy or girl on girl or girl on guy. Everything thing was allowed. Both Liz and my wife in their new bodies were each giving Joe and I lessons on giving head. As we got hotter, we moved our escapades inside to the bed room. We each took turns sleeping with each other. At some point we all finally passed out.
When we woke in the morning we were all shocked to find out we were still in our new bodies. Panicking Liz called the guy she got the stuff from. He said "oh, did I forget to mention be careful what you wish for when you are on this stuff and never have sex or any changes that had occurred would be permanent. Liz let out a loud "FUCK". There was no reversing this. We were stuck. The plus side is reality re aligned itself to as if we had always been in these bodies. We did try doing the drug again to see if it would change us back, but it only gave us the normal drug effects, no body changing, wish granting. I guess we just have to get used to our new reality.
A month after the change, both Joe and I discovered we were pregnant. At that point I woke up.
This is the first dream I've actually been able to remember in detail since I changed to step 2 on the patch. This is also the second dream I've had about becoming pregnant. Interesting.
Another Interesting Dream
On February 22nd I had another interesting dream.....
So last nights dream was interesting and was based on a conversation that a friend and I had earlier this week. However it did not play out as I had thought. Background: My friend {call her Liz} and I were talking how we should get another friend (who is very inventive) {call him Cole} to invent a hormone shield for her and a sex change machine for me.
In the dream, we spoke with Cole about what we wanted him to try to invent. He understood what Liz wanted and was shocked to my coming out to him, but said he would give it a shot. It seemed like months had passed, then Cole invited Liz and I over to his house to unveil his inventions. To our amazement, he invented nano bots that he would inject into our blood stream. He said Liz's bots would create a force field that would protect her from other female's hormones so her cycle would be normal. Then he said that my bots would slowly change my genes from male to female and that he programmed them to change me into my ideal female body. He mentioned that we would not notice the effects of the bots for about a month as that is how long it would take for the bots to spread to our whole bodies. After the month, Liz's would turn on as she was nearing her normal cycle and turn off once her period was done. Mine would permanently stay on to keep my new form. Now was the waiting period.
A month went by and both Liz and I were eagerly waiting for the effects to happen. About a week after the month was up, Liz and I went to bed like our usually selves. When we woke up, we were in for the surprise of our lives. I woke up all disorientated. I heard her daughter's voice. In my head I'm like WTF, how did I get to Liz's? Then her daughter jumped on the bed and was looking at me saying "Wake up Mommy". OMG. What happened? I quickly ran to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I saw Liz's face looking back at me. How did this happen? I heard a phone ringing and realized it was Liz's phone ringing. I grabbed it and saw my cell number, I answered. It was my voice I was hearing. Liz was in my body. This is totally weird. As we panicly talked we came up with the only thing that could have caused this..... Cole's bots. Liz (in my body) said she would come right over once she convinced my wife of what happened. Thank god it was a Sunday.
I felt so weird in Liz's body. I was afraid to touch or look at myself as I respected Liz and didn't want to seem like I'd taken advantage of the situation. I found some clothes to put on and headed downstairs. Luckily her husband got their daughter dressed and wasn't home. Maybe he went bowling? I was passing back and forth waiting for Liz and my wife to get here. Crap, I had to pee. This was going to be interesting. I actually managed. Not too bad for the first day in a woman's body. Finally Liz and my wife showed up. We had to call Cole and have him fix this. We went over to his place together. It was so weird seeing my body from another person's view.
As Cole opened the door, he had a shit eating grin on his face and started laughing. He calmed us down and said he was sorry, but he couldn't resist playing this joke on us. He continued to apologize. Finally he said he would fix it to the way it was supposed to work. All he had to do was shut down the bots and upload the right programming. He mentioned that the program that was running would activate every month on Liz's cycle. Swap our bodies and then return us to normal after the cycle. He thought we would have fun. Liz could enjoy not having a period since she'd be a guy and I could enjoy being a woman. He thought it was perfect. We did not agree.
Cole started the process of shutting down the bots and uploading the correct program, then he uttered what you never want to hear "Crap". The bots were not responding. He couldn't shut them down. We were stuck with the program he originally put in. Good news it only runs for about 5 days a month. Bad news is we have to pretend we are each other for 5 days a month. At least until he can figure out how to fix it.
We went back to Liz's house and her husband was home. We all sat down to discuss the situation. Since there was nothing we could really do about our situation until Cole found a solution, we decided to make the best of it. Luckily the swap only happens at night so no worries about swapping at work. Liz and I agreed that we each could explore our new bodies so we could get used to them. Since we both trusted each other, neither of us were worried. We spent the rest of the day going over our daily routines at work so we could pass as each other. Thank god for messenger so we could keep in contact so we could answer each others questions. Since my job was a little easier and Liz's was harder, we decided to let my sister know the situation so she could help out. The question of sex was brought up by my wife. She wanted to know how we were going to work that. After a long discussion, we felt we might as well see what it's like on the other side. So if the situation arose, we could act on it. Before we knew it the day was over and we had to get to bed to be ready for what the next day brought. Waking up the next morning was a little easier. Not as much shock. But I was so nervous about taking a shower. I'm sure Liz was too with my body. I went into the bathroom and turned on the water. Might as well get this over with. I slowly undressed. I don't think I have ever been so nervous in my life. At first my eyes were closed, but I slowly opened them. It was so weird looking down at my body and seeing a woman's body. I got into the shower and it felt so amazing. I wondered how Liz felt showering in my body. Just as I was about to wash myself.... my alarm went off.
Again the dream felt so real. It seemed to last longer than others, but that maybe because I cheated and had a smoke last night so I had more nicotine in my system. Well, it will be interesting to see what tonight will bring. If I ever feel motivated I should take some of the more vivid dreams and turn them into short stories (changing the names of course). I also look forward to someday re-reading these just to see what I can learn from them. :)
So last nights dream was interesting and was based on a conversation that a friend and I had earlier this week. However it did not play out as I had thought. Background: My friend {call her Liz} and I were talking how we should get another friend (who is very inventive) {call him Cole} to invent a hormone shield for her and a sex change machine for me.
In the dream, we spoke with Cole about what we wanted him to try to invent. He understood what Liz wanted and was shocked to my coming out to him, but said he would give it a shot. It seemed like months had passed, then Cole invited Liz and I over to his house to unveil his inventions. To our amazement, he invented nano bots that he would inject into our blood stream. He said Liz's bots would create a force field that would protect her from other female's hormones so her cycle would be normal. Then he said that my bots would slowly change my genes from male to female and that he programmed them to change me into my ideal female body. He mentioned that we would not notice the effects of the bots for about a month as that is how long it would take for the bots to spread to our whole bodies. After the month, Liz's would turn on as she was nearing her normal cycle and turn off once her period was done. Mine would permanently stay on to keep my new form. Now was the waiting period.
A month went by and both Liz and I were eagerly waiting for the effects to happen. About a week after the month was up, Liz and I went to bed like our usually selves. When we woke up, we were in for the surprise of our lives. I woke up all disorientated. I heard her daughter's voice. In my head I'm like WTF, how did I get to Liz's? Then her daughter jumped on the bed and was looking at me saying "Wake up Mommy". OMG. What happened? I quickly ran to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I saw Liz's face looking back at me. How did this happen? I heard a phone ringing and realized it was Liz's phone ringing. I grabbed it and saw my cell number, I answered. It was my voice I was hearing. Liz was in my body. This is totally weird. As we panicly talked we came up with the only thing that could have caused this..... Cole's bots. Liz (in my body) said she would come right over once she convinced my wife of what happened. Thank god it was a Sunday.
I felt so weird in Liz's body. I was afraid to touch or look at myself as I respected Liz and didn't want to seem like I'd taken advantage of the situation. I found some clothes to put on and headed downstairs. Luckily her husband got their daughter dressed and wasn't home. Maybe he went bowling? I was passing back and forth waiting for Liz and my wife to get here. Crap, I had to pee. This was going to be interesting. I actually managed. Not too bad for the first day in a woman's body. Finally Liz and my wife showed up. We had to call Cole and have him fix this. We went over to his place together. It was so weird seeing my body from another person's view.
As Cole opened the door, he had a shit eating grin on his face and started laughing. He calmed us down and said he was sorry, but he couldn't resist playing this joke on us. He continued to apologize. Finally he said he would fix it to the way it was supposed to work. All he had to do was shut down the bots and upload the right programming. He mentioned that the program that was running would activate every month on Liz's cycle. Swap our bodies and then return us to normal after the cycle. He thought we would have fun. Liz could enjoy not having a period since she'd be a guy and I could enjoy being a woman. He thought it was perfect. We did not agree.
Cole started the process of shutting down the bots and uploading the correct program, then he uttered what you never want to hear "Crap". The bots were not responding. He couldn't shut them down. We were stuck with the program he originally put in. Good news it only runs for about 5 days a month. Bad news is we have to pretend we are each other for 5 days a month. At least until he can figure out how to fix it.
We went back to Liz's house and her husband was home. We all sat down to discuss the situation. Since there was nothing we could really do about our situation until Cole found a solution, we decided to make the best of it. Luckily the swap only happens at night so no worries about swapping at work. Liz and I agreed that we each could explore our new bodies so we could get used to them. Since we both trusted each other, neither of us were worried. We spent the rest of the day going over our daily routines at work so we could pass as each other. Thank god for messenger so we could keep in contact so we could answer each others questions. Since my job was a little easier and Liz's was harder, we decided to let my sister know the situation so she could help out. The question of sex was brought up by my wife. She wanted to know how we were going to work that. After a long discussion, we felt we might as well see what it's like on the other side. So if the situation arose, we could act on it. Before we knew it the day was over and we had to get to bed to be ready for what the next day brought. Waking up the next morning was a little easier. Not as much shock. But I was so nervous about taking a shower. I'm sure Liz was too with my body. I went into the bathroom and turned on the water. Might as well get this over with. I slowly undressed. I don't think I have ever been so nervous in my life. At first my eyes were closed, but I slowly opened them. It was so weird looking down at my body and seeing a woman's body. I got into the shower and it felt so amazing. I wondered how Liz felt showering in my body. Just as I was about to wash myself.... my alarm went off.
Again the dream felt so real. It seemed to last longer than others, but that maybe because I cheated and had a smoke last night so I had more nicotine in my system. Well, it will be interesting to see what tonight will bring. If I ever feel motivated I should take some of the more vivid dreams and turn them into short stories (changing the names of course). I also look forward to someday re-reading these just to see what I can learn from them. :)
A 3 Dream Night
On January 31st, I had 3 interesting dreams:
1. Dream #1: I don't remember much detail of this dream. It was a little weird (but which ones aren't lately). Somehow I managed to change bodies with a female friend of mine. She had stayed over on a Friday night since we had class Saturday morning together. She slept in the big bed with my wife and I slept in the little room. I did as a normally do and as I was drifting off to sleep, wished to be a woman. Somehow someone or something heard my wish and granted it, but not how I expected. I woke up in the big bed next to my wife, which seemed weird to me since I know I fell asleep in the little bed. Thinking it was nothing that maybe my friend and I switched beds in the middle of the night and I just didn't remember. So I got up all groggily and went into the bath room to start my morning routine. Second weird thing is I had pajamas on, I don't sleep in pajamas unless I'm cold, so maybe I caught a chill in the middle of the night also and put on pajamas. Again passing it off. The real shock came to me as I was sitting to pee. I dropped my pajama pants and reached down to adjust my penis and it wasn't there. I was in utter shock. Where did it go, what happened? Did my wish come true? I get up and go to the mirror to assess the situation. I look in the mirror and to my shock and amazement I saw Hope's face looking back at me. I couldn't believe it. How had this happened? Yes I wanted to be a woman, but I didn't want to steal another woman's body. Staring in the mirror in disbelief I heard my voice scream from the little room. I run in to see and there stood my male body in front of me. Then I woke up because my wife came in the room and turned on the light to look for something.
2. Dream #2: Finally falling back to sleep at 2:30am, I started having my second dream. This was not really like the last one. It was similar to a TG story I had read about 4-5 months ago. I was driving home from work one day and it was snowing real hard and visibility was almost zero. Trying to take it slow and make it home safely, I was a little on edge. I decided to cheat on my quitting smoking and have a cigarette. Reaching down for the lighter, I didn't realize that the car in front of me spun out and hit the car next to them. I swerved and tapped my brakes to miss the car in front of me. Unfortunately the tractor trailer truck didn't see any of this and slammed into my car on the drivers side and caused my car to flip over a couple of times until it came to a stop in a ditch against a tree. The next thing I knew I was in the hospital. I couldn't move nor could I see. I was terrified. All I could do was listen. At first it was just mumbles I heard with bits and pieces. Broken limbs, broken back, amputation, concussion, blindness. I lost consciousness. When I came to I heard my wife's voice, she was talking with the doctor. She was in tears. The doctor said I would be bed bound for the rest of my life if I can make it through the next 48 hours. But then I heard him make a weird suggestion. He mentioned that he noticed that I had on a bra and woman's underwear and that my toe nails were painted. My wife said that I liked to wear them because I had wanted to be a woman. He started talking about a new experimental procedure that is being developed where they transplant one person's perfectly good brain into another person's brain dead body. They have had good test results for success and would like to try this with me. This would be the first published case. He was making no guarantees, but if it worked like they thought it would and she consented, they would pay all medical bills and help with any legal paperwork plus give us a monthly payment of $10,000 with the right to come in regularly test me and to publicly use me to promote this new procedure. The reason that he made the observation of my under clothing is because they had a body that matched my blood type and the body was in perfect condition except that the person was brain dead. This body happened to belong to a 25 year old woman who had an aneurism while swimming. My wife thought about it and decided she didn't want to loose me and didn't care what body I was in as long as it was me inside and we were together. While they were going over the details, I lost consciousness again. Next thing I remember is waking up, still not being able to see or move. I heard my wife's voice again and she was talking to the doctor. I heard him say that the surgery was so far a success, but would put me in an induced coma so the brain and body had time to heal and re-establish connections. It should be about two weeks or so. I was out again. Seemed only like minutes, but I again heard my wife's voice. She was calling my name and asking me to wake up. I slowly came to and was able to open my eyes. Everything was blurry at first but then began to come into focus. I saw my wife's face with tears running down it. Not sure if she was happy or sad. Then I heard a nurse yell that I was awake and the doctor came in. He picked up a pen light and was talking to me. He asked me to follow the light and looked at the dilation in my eyes. He went over what had happened and that it may take a few weeks of physical therapy to be able to walk and move again. My brain and new body needed to learn to communicate with each other. It may be a bit before I would also be able to talk for the same reason. I could only answer questions by blinking. Which everyone said was a good sign. Over the next few days I started getting feeling in my body. It felt weird, I felt lighter. After the end of the first week, they finally were ready to get me out of bed to try to walk. I was like a baby trying to walk. I joked that I could finally say first day with a new pair of legs. At least I was in high spirits. It wasn't until the second day that I was able to stand on my own. A little wobbly but I was standing. I think the wobbly came from having a new center of balance. I could tell that I was shorter and it didn't help now having breasts that changed my center of gravity. By the fourth day I was walking on my own. Now I could use the bathroom on my own. This was also the first time being able to look in the mirror to see what I looked like. Before now the doctors wanted me to focus on being able to move and walk and not focus on the physical changes. My wife was there with me. She's been there everyday with me. The doctor convinced her work to give her a leave of absence so she could help in the rehabilitation. She walked with me to the bathroom. I faced the mirror with my eyes closed. My wife turned on the light and I slowly opened my eyes. I just couldn't believe what I was seeing. A beautiful 25 year old woman looking back at me with light brown curly hair. Hazel eyes. Athletic body. Only a few inches shorter than I was. About a c cup. Nice curves. I was gorgeous. I started crying. My wife held me. I didn't know if I was happy that my dream of being a woman has finally come true or if I was sad that who I was is gone. After about twenty minutes of crying I finally sat down to pee. It was very different. My wife showed me how to wipe and when I was done I headed back into the bed. After this I now had to start seeing a shrink to help me cope with my new body, new hormones, and new life. They said that I could be in therapy for a year or so, just to make sure I'm transitioning okay. The day finally came that I was ready to leave the hospital. Then my first alarm went off. Ugh.
3. Dream #3: Because the last two dreams weren't weird enough, the third one was a dozy. First off, like the last few, I was a woman instead of a man. It was very jumbled up, but what I got out of it was that I was in some post apocalyptic world helping my family move some stuff. There was a bad guy trying to kill us. I had to defuse a bomb. Then we were relaxing in someones living room and a dog came up to me and started humping my leg. WTF. Luckily my second alarm went off and I woke up. That was weird. Too weird to even remember the details. Thank god.
1. Dream #1: I don't remember much detail of this dream. It was a little weird (but which ones aren't lately). Somehow I managed to change bodies with a female friend of mine. She had stayed over on a Friday night since we had class Saturday morning together. She slept in the big bed with my wife and I slept in the little room. I did as a normally do and as I was drifting off to sleep, wished to be a woman. Somehow someone or something heard my wish and granted it, but not how I expected. I woke up in the big bed next to my wife, which seemed weird to me since I know I fell asleep in the little bed. Thinking it was nothing that maybe my friend and I switched beds in the middle of the night and I just didn't remember. So I got up all groggily and went into the bath room to start my morning routine. Second weird thing is I had pajamas on, I don't sleep in pajamas unless I'm cold, so maybe I caught a chill in the middle of the night also and put on pajamas. Again passing it off. The real shock came to me as I was sitting to pee. I dropped my pajama pants and reached down to adjust my penis and it wasn't there. I was in utter shock. Where did it go, what happened? Did my wish come true? I get up and go to the mirror to assess the situation. I look in the mirror and to my shock and amazement I saw Hope's face looking back at me. I couldn't believe it. How had this happened? Yes I wanted to be a woman, but I didn't want to steal another woman's body. Staring in the mirror in disbelief I heard my voice scream from the little room. I run in to see and there stood my male body in front of me. Then I woke up because my wife came in the room and turned on the light to look for something.
2. Dream #2: Finally falling back to sleep at 2:30am, I started having my second dream. This was not really like the last one. It was similar to a TG story I had read about 4-5 months ago. I was driving home from work one day and it was snowing real hard and visibility was almost zero. Trying to take it slow and make it home safely, I was a little on edge. I decided to cheat on my quitting smoking and have a cigarette. Reaching down for the lighter, I didn't realize that the car in front of me spun out and hit the car next to them. I swerved and tapped my brakes to miss the car in front of me. Unfortunately the tractor trailer truck didn't see any of this and slammed into my car on the drivers side and caused my car to flip over a couple of times until it came to a stop in a ditch against a tree. The next thing I knew I was in the hospital. I couldn't move nor could I see. I was terrified. All I could do was listen. At first it was just mumbles I heard with bits and pieces. Broken limbs, broken back, amputation, concussion, blindness. I lost consciousness. When I came to I heard my wife's voice, she was talking with the doctor. She was in tears. The doctor said I would be bed bound for the rest of my life if I can make it through the next 48 hours. But then I heard him make a weird suggestion. He mentioned that he noticed that I had on a bra and woman's underwear and that my toe nails were painted. My wife said that I liked to wear them because I had wanted to be a woman. He started talking about a new experimental procedure that is being developed where they transplant one person's perfectly good brain into another person's brain dead body. They have had good test results for success and would like to try this with me. This would be the first published case. He was making no guarantees, but if it worked like they thought it would and she consented, they would pay all medical bills and help with any legal paperwork plus give us a monthly payment of $10,000 with the right to come in regularly test me and to publicly use me to promote this new procedure. The reason that he made the observation of my under clothing is because they had a body that matched my blood type and the body was in perfect condition except that the person was brain dead. This body happened to belong to a 25 year old woman who had an aneurism while swimming. My wife thought about it and decided she didn't want to loose me and didn't care what body I was in as long as it was me inside and we were together. While they were going over the details, I lost consciousness again. Next thing I remember is waking up, still not being able to see or move. I heard my wife's voice again and she was talking to the doctor. I heard him say that the surgery was so far a success, but would put me in an induced coma so the brain and body had time to heal and re-establish connections. It should be about two weeks or so. I was out again. Seemed only like minutes, but I again heard my wife's voice. She was calling my name and asking me to wake up. I slowly came to and was able to open my eyes. Everything was blurry at first but then began to come into focus. I saw my wife's face with tears running down it. Not sure if she was happy or sad. Then I heard a nurse yell that I was awake and the doctor came in. He picked up a pen light and was talking to me. He asked me to follow the light and looked at the dilation in my eyes. He went over what had happened and that it may take a few weeks of physical therapy to be able to walk and move again. My brain and new body needed to learn to communicate with each other. It may be a bit before I would also be able to talk for the same reason. I could only answer questions by blinking. Which everyone said was a good sign. Over the next few days I started getting feeling in my body. It felt weird, I felt lighter. After the end of the first week, they finally were ready to get me out of bed to try to walk. I was like a baby trying to walk. I joked that I could finally say first day with a new pair of legs. At least I was in high spirits. It wasn't until the second day that I was able to stand on my own. A little wobbly but I was standing. I think the wobbly came from having a new center of balance. I could tell that I was shorter and it didn't help now having breasts that changed my center of gravity. By the fourth day I was walking on my own. Now I could use the bathroom on my own. This was also the first time being able to look in the mirror to see what I looked like. Before now the doctors wanted me to focus on being able to move and walk and not focus on the physical changes. My wife was there with me. She's been there everyday with me. The doctor convinced her work to give her a leave of absence so she could help in the rehabilitation. She walked with me to the bathroom. I faced the mirror with my eyes closed. My wife turned on the light and I slowly opened my eyes. I just couldn't believe what I was seeing. A beautiful 25 year old woman looking back at me with light brown curly hair. Hazel eyes. Athletic body. Only a few inches shorter than I was. About a c cup. Nice curves. I was gorgeous. I started crying. My wife held me. I didn't know if I was happy that my dream of being a woman has finally come true or if I was sad that who I was is gone. After about twenty minutes of crying I finally sat down to pee. It was very different. My wife showed me how to wipe and when I was done I headed back into the bed. After this I now had to start seeing a shrink to help me cope with my new body, new hormones, and new life. They said that I could be in therapy for a year or so, just to make sure I'm transitioning okay. The day finally came that I was ready to leave the hospital. Then my first alarm went off. Ugh.
3. Dream #3: Because the last two dreams weren't weird enough, the third one was a dozy. First off, like the last few, I was a woman instead of a man. It was very jumbled up, but what I got out of it was that I was in some post apocalyptic world helping my family move some stuff. There was a bad guy trying to kill us. I had to defuse a bomb. Then we were relaxing in someones living room and a dog came up to me and started humping my leg. WTF. Luckily my second alarm went off and I woke up. That was weird. Too weird to even remember the details. Thank god.
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