So the last three days have been occupied with ER trips with my wife and her having her gallbladder out. Now that she is resting in her hospital bed and doing well, I figured I would take the opportunity to catch up on the 30 Day Trans Challenge.
10) What are some of your fears in regards to being trans?
My fears in regards to being trans are average. I do fear that I won't ever fully look female. But I am happy that I am feeling very feminine. That is huge. I also fear discrimination and hate, but haven't experienced much yet.
11) How do you manage dysphoria?
Mainly by crying or having mini panic attacks. Since being on hormones the dysphoria has not been bad. If I feel it coming on, I just try to breath and remind myself that I am taking the steps I need to and that I already feel very feminine. Plus the support that is around me helps a lot.
12) What are you doing to stay healthy for transitioning mentally and physically?
For mental health I see my therapist every week. She has been helping so much. I look forward to talking with her every week. To the point I count down the hours. And I'm a bit sad after the sessions when I know I have a week until I come back in. It also helps with writing on blogger and tumblr. I wouldn't have made it this far with those who read and follow them.
As for my physical health that's a toughy. For monitoring my hormone progress I see my Endocrinologist every 3-4 months. However my diet pre hormones has caused weight gain after hormones. I am trying to cut my portion sizes and watch what I eat. I am also trying to get in the routine of exercising. We have a rowing machine, treadmill, and exercise bike. Just got to get motivated to use them more.
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