Starting to hate this in between stage. Tomorrow we have a party to go to at a friends house whom I'm not out to yet. Normally ok I can be in boy mode, except there is a pool and everyone goes swimming. It's gonna be hard to hide my growing breasts. Cuz they are noticeable as breasts now. Not sure how they will take it if I come out to them. Either they could be like everyone else and be like "yeah we knew that" or they could not accept me. It's so hard to know. Ugh. We're still going to go, but I'm just worried. I know that if they can't accept me for who I am then they really aren't friends, but I don't want that pain if they can't accept me.
This is worry and stress is also weighing down on my wife. I hate doing this to her. Why can't the world be more accepting? Why does it have to be hateful and ignorant?
Ugh.
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